* In Loving Memory of Jeremy Haywood *

Saturday, April 19, 2008 1:00 PM - .
Current mood: crushed

I am so alone.

Nobody can help me or understand this pain.  Nobody else is Jeremy's Mom. I wish he had another Mom that gave birth to him, nurtured him, loved him unconditionally.. THAT is the person who I could truly commiserate with.  Only another Mom of MY Son would understand this exact gut wrenching pain.  I have no one to turn to. :(   I don't want to live 10, 20 maybe 30 more years without Jeremy. I don't.

I am sick and shattered with grief.  I just want my Sonshine back.  I do not know how much more I can bear.